Changes and new challenges
Wow.. Where to start. It's been a few months since I've added my last post but it seems like my whole life has changed since then. In many ways...
I've always tough that and you probably now that I like to say, that everything happens for a reason. I still believe so. It's just that I sometimes forget, it's not that obvious to see what is the reason for things to go certain direction. Few months ago, I was working at the place where I (kinda) liked what I was doing, definitely liked people who I was working with, but as a typical human being, I wasn't happy. It wasn't enough. I wanted more. People always want more, right? We always want something more rewarding, challenging, something better paid, closer... Simply said, we want change. So I found reasons (or excuses) why to leave. Okay, let's be honest. That place was driving me crazy for many reasons and for quiet long time. So I'm glad I've left. No regrets. Especially with that idea of the great new start on my mind...
Remember, when things look too good to be true, it's probably because they're not. In other words, trust your instinct. It will tell you, that decision you're about to make is not right. However, if you're like me, you'll ignore it. Because you love the sound of the dream job. So you'll pretend that everything is okay, just to figure out in few days, weeks, months (glad it wasn't that long in this case), that your instinct was right and you should've listen to that small voice in your head telling you to not go for it. It's not about fear.I know that with every change there is a fear from the unknown. I am up for new challenges and changes (as you can probably tell by now), but this step wasn't really wise. Well, I suppose everyone need to fall down and learn from their own mistakes. The important bit is to get up, keep your head up (and your hard strong..) and keep going. So instead of enjoying something what looked like a dream job, I'm in the similar situation as the one from almost three years ago. Fortunately, I'm lucky enough to have the support I need at this time the most, so I believe there will be a happy ending to this story soon.
There has been more changes and I'll tell you all about it (or most of it) later. Right now, I need to stick to my own advice and stay optimistic and sort this out... Thanks everyone for the support and I'll be back with more emotional and other personal stuff you don't care about (and that's why you read it right?) :))
As I'm fully aware, everyone has got their own sh..t, ehm, problems to deal with. This is just my way of clearing my head. However, it doesn't change what I keep saying. I'm still here for all of my friends. And I will always be here for those who will let me...
Yours Ivi
I've always tough that and you probably now that I like to say, that everything happens for a reason. I still believe so. It's just that I sometimes forget, it's not that obvious to see what is the reason for things to go certain direction. Few months ago, I was working at the place where I (kinda) liked what I was doing, definitely liked people who I was working with, but as a typical human being, I wasn't happy. It wasn't enough. I wanted more. People always want more, right? We always want something more rewarding, challenging, something better paid, closer... Simply said, we want change. So I found reasons (or excuses) why to leave. Okay, let's be honest. That place was driving me crazy for many reasons and for quiet long time. So I'm glad I've left. No regrets. Especially with that idea of the great new start on my mind...
Remember, when things look too good to be true, it's probably because they're not. In other words, trust your instinct. It will tell you, that decision you're about to make is not right. However, if you're like me, you'll ignore it. Because you love the sound of the dream job. So you'll pretend that everything is okay, just to figure out in few days, weeks, months (glad it wasn't that long in this case), that your instinct was right and you should've listen to that small voice in your head telling you to not go for it. It's not about fear.I know that with every change there is a fear from the unknown. I am up for new challenges and changes (as you can probably tell by now), but this step wasn't really wise. Well, I suppose everyone need to fall down and learn from their own mistakes. The important bit is to get up, keep your head up (and your hard strong..) and keep going. So instead of enjoying something what looked like a dream job, I'm in the similar situation as the one from almost three years ago. Fortunately, I'm lucky enough to have the support I need at this time the most, so I believe there will be a happy ending to this story soon. There has been more changes and I'll tell you all about it (or most of it) later. Right now, I need to stick to my own advice and stay optimistic and sort this out... Thanks everyone for the support and I'll be back with more emotional and other personal stuff you don't care about (and that's why you read it right?) :))
As I'm fully aware, everyone has got their own sh..t, ehm, problems to deal with. This is just my way of clearing my head. However, it doesn't change what I keep saying. I'm still here for all of my friends. And I will always be here for those who will let me...
Yours Ivi
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