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(: Let's start with an apology for any grammar mistakes made in this article, please try to ignore them :)

I've been watching one of those movies which made me realize how short life can be and that you never know, when, or if,  you will have next chance to say something to someone, so I've decided to say it here and now.

First of all, I am healthy, young, free and happy. I am happy, just to be alive, happy that I can breath, see, hear, walk, smile, and I'm able to write these words... Therefore, I feel very lucky.

I would like to thank to all of my friends and family, to everyone who is reading this. It doesn't matter if we have been together for few minutes, days, months or you have been part of my whole life. Thank you!

For those extraordinary people who I can call  my friends, massive extra special thank you! I love you and I am so thankful to have you by my side and would like to remind you to never forget I am here for you, anytime! And I DO mean it. ;)

Realizing you never know which day might be your last one, I would like to promise, that I will try to be the happiest I can be. I will smile every day and I'll try my best to enjoy every minute of my life. For you and for myself.

Every second of our life is a gift. Right now it doesn't matter from who... I am thankful. I love my life. Of course, it's not ideal! But it's time to stop focusing on everything negative, as we humans do this all the time. It's time to start every day with a smile and try to make the most of our life.

I had a chance to meet awesome people in my life and although I miss every single one of them most of the time, as we don't see each other (often or not at all), I will never regret we've met.

I used to be so angry and hate people who have hurt me, even long time ago. Now I know it was just wasting of my time. And now I'm aware I can spend my time so much better. Negative thoughts, anger, all that negativity it's just too exhausting and have been taking my energy away.  Enough of that.

For people who, for whatever reason, are not part of my life anymore (and probably are not even reading this article and never will, but I would like to say it anyway), I do not hate you and I do wish you only good and maybe, sometimes, some of you I actually miss and wish we would be together again... However, as I believe that everything happens for a reason I guess it's just the way it is supposed to be and I need to learn how to live without you and accept the way it is.

Last thought. For those who are no longer with us... I miss you and am sorry that we didn't have more time to spent together... I still feel like you are here sometimes and just hope you would be proud of me, if you could see me now... R.I.P.

That's it for tonight ;) feeling better now :)


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