Wake up... New year, new start

So it's new year, I'm sitting in my new room in new house, thinking about life. I was meaning to write something for last month, but you know, the older you are, the more you realize how time flies... and things are changing! I'll be honest, last few months have brought me more changes and challenges than I expected.

New years resolutions. How many have you made this year? It's almost end of the January, so how many of them are you still trying to keep? I know I started this year the best possible way, simply because I was with the person I wanted to. And nothing else didn't really matter. My new year's resolution was only this one this year: Find a reason to smile. Every day. There is always at least one reason every day, but sometimes I forget to look at it. I think, everyone has days like that. When it seems like everything is just pointless, whatever you're doing is wrong and you just hate everything and everyone. Not really hate just, you know what I mean, right? This year I decided to stop this kind of thinking. Because it is just a mindset. Who knows why I sometimes wake up with this kind of attitude or mood or whatever it is. But the difference between last year and this one shouldn't be just the number in calendar. I really do want to change myself and I'm working on it. As everyone who knows me more than few hours probably know, few months ago I fell in love with workouts. Five to six days a week for half an hour or 40 minutes I'm doing squats, jumps, crunches and tons of other things and believe it or not, I can see amazing changes. Not just that my body looks probably the best in my life, (as you can tell) my confidence is somewhere where it should be (finally!), my immune system has improved massively, so I feel so much better! Have to admit there's still loads of areas I want to work on, but now I know I can do it! Just keep doing what am doing and... It just need another thing - patience. I've never been patient. I am probably one of the most impatient people I know. But I'm working on this as well. Trying to not panic and stress while waiting for buses, in the queue, or for someone to reply to my text. Whatever it is, stressing out is not going to change it. (Can someone remind me these words when I'll be impatiently complaining about something next time, please??)

So, let's do a summary. Starting with a job.

Although I'm still kinda new at work, I don't feel like newbie at all. I have been working hard and every day I'm learning something new. I have amazing team, really good colleagues, few of these people I can call friends(!)... They are so helpful and, for me, that's the most important thing...

Workouts... After months of doing workouts at home I feel like it's time to do something else and combination of swimming and aerobics classes seems like great idea to me. So I decided and went to the swimming pool for an hour today. I  forgot how much I love swimming! That feeling after you're done with any workout/exercise is just unbelievable! I hope I'll be able to do have enough time for swimming and aerobic classes at least as much as I've been doing my home workouts... I'll keep you updated how is it going (cause if you're still reading this, you do want to know:))

Relationships... This topic is the most complicated, as always. New year didn't change absolutely anything. And since this blog is public and I don't feel like everyone needs to know absolutely everything,  if you want to know more, please start using modern technology. We do have mobile phones, Skype, Facebook, Email, WatsUp, it takes few clicks and a bit of interest in other's people life...
This is for Friends...  I'll always feel thankful for all of yous I can call real friends. No matter where in the world you are, which language you're speaking or how long we've known each other for. I love you all! Special thanks to those few who helped me in last few months the most, I'm so glad I've got you in my life! <3

Sometimes around this time of the year I usually plan. Well, I always do plan everything and then I'm disappointed that things didn't turned out as I planned. Hm, good morning Ivi, life never goes as you plan it. So my plan is to plan less! No expectations from anyone else than me, as I know now that I'm the only one I can relay on. I know, that if I'll feel down and disappointed it's because I had too high expectations. Easy peasy, just gonna lower them! This is always easier to say than do, but I'll work on this.

So sounds like this year is going to be full of hard work! Physical and mental. I wanna get into better shape, stronger, healthier, more patient... I want to be just the best *me* I can be! What's your plan for this year?